I hope you will find someone who loves you no mattter what situation is. No matter how ugly side he saw on you but he still love you and accepting every single part of you. Please I don't want you to fall in love with someone who makes your heart beating so hard because of his handsome face, his sweet mouth and how he act to steal your heart. You will at least blind to see that part of him and love him so hard. It is fucking hurt. I'm afraid he makes you cry because of all the deceit he played on you. Indeed, find someone who makes you feel secure and comfortable by his side. He might not as your expectation & taste but at least he make you laugh and happy when you are sad. He will always care and appreciate you in his life. See this part, not only the good flaws on the outside that causes harm in your entry life with wrong man. I'm just hope you will be happy in life. Most important, no regret with you choice.
From your little side of me.