School memories [My Last Year]

Assalamualaikum

Last year which means SPM year for us. Bila dah masuk tahun di mana ko jadi senior, feeling dia tu agak pelik (syahdu) bagi aku. gelaran senior agak awkward dengan aku dan aku tak berapa okay bila dipanggil "akak" oleh junior bawah aku. ehek apapun redha je lah.

Moment paling indah bagi aku bila dah nak habis sekolah ni, kita akan lebih menghargai orang disekeliling kita. yep orang tu semestinya kawan-kawan, guru-guru serta mereka yang beri makna dalam hidup. jadi pelajar tak mudah. kita kena hormat cikgu, kena buat kerja, kena patuh arahan dan terima nasihat dari mereka yang makan garam dulu.

Jadi, dalam entry ni aku lebih fokus untuk cerita tentang mereka, guru dan classmates tercinta

P/s : Im so sorry tak semua gambar ada sebab perlukan masa lagi nak upload semua gambar dengan cikgu-cikgu.

Puan Maziyah : guru mengajar subjek fizik

ni gambar pada saat-saat sebelum nak exam SPM sebenar weh. cikgu ajak kitaorang semua bergambar, kiranya this is the last :') . bagi aku, Puan Maziyah ni baik je mengajar tapi kalau tak buat kerja dia memang naik angin lah (semua cikgu nak yang terbaik kan untuk anak murid? so that's why kena garang baru pelajar dengar huhu).

budak lelaki kelas aku takkan pernah matang kot. hahaha tapi diaorang pandai2 belaka so watch out people out there ~! (its just a reminder not a compliment)

yes this one picture with tablemates

dengan Puan Maziyah lagi (lastz extra class sebelum exam)

Puan Sarimah, guru mengajar subjek akaun

Sejujurnya, aku rasa aku antara orang paling susah nak faham subjek akaun. aku juga pelajar paling bermasalah, paling lambat catch up (anggap je lah special case lol) sebab dulu masa mula2 masuk kelas akaun ni satu haprak pun tak faham benda yang aku belajar ni. tapi tak sangka, bila masuk form 5, dapat hidayah tetiba boleh faham chapter by chapter. aku rasa time form 4 aku tak berapa masuk sangat dengan akaun ni sebab ni subjek paling baru (tak pernah belajar) bagi aku pastu jarang masuk kelas (sebab busy gila dengan kiosk ft tugas kat luar). Terima kasih cikgu Sarimah sebab sabar mengajar aku & classmates even lambat betul aku nak faham. InsyaAllah result spm akaun saya dapat banggakan cikgu :) P/s : future ambition aku dah la nak jadi accountant harap2 lah tercapai aaaminnn.

Puan Rahamah : guru mengajar subjek kimia

cikgu yang paling banyak buat kitaorang gelak dengan lawaknya. yang selalu bagi nasihat berguna dan tabah mengajar kitaorang. aku sejujurnya banyak kali gagal kimia (lagi sekali jujur) :') serius ni tak tipu. markah paling teruk aku dapat 28%. teruk kan? pastu nak dah last minute spm sebenar baru lah hafal formula & fahamkan chapter betul2. aku pun taktau lah kenapa aku macam takleh go on dengan kimia ni. sebab kita belajar pasal benda kita tak nampak ke? tak nampak tindak balas kimia tu cane? lain sikit macam fizik boleh ikut logik lol. Terima kasih cikgu dan maafkan saya sebab selalu kecewakan cikgu dengan markah kimia saya. InsyaAllah in future i'll do my best!

ha ni last extra class untuk chemistry sebelum spm jugak (which means esoknya woi exam) rindunyaa nak masuk lab nak dengar cerita cikgu, nak buat eksperimen, nak belajar :') P/s : padahal group aku paling bermasalah time buat eksperimen (asyik fail/ tak jadi/ buat silap) haih

Alhamdullilah, waktu ni tamat dah perjuangan kitaorang (last paper 3 chemistry) dan waktu tu pun hujan turun membawa rahmat. already missed these faces

27/11/2017 ; hari terakhir sekolah, kali terakhir jumpa classmates (my heart broke)

best gift i ever received ; a good one classmates.

last day kat sekolah kita semua duduk kat anjung merak. luahkan perasaan masing-masing dan harapan untuk masa akan datang. syahdu sebenarnya. aku pun tak sangka aku akan rindu waktu aku stay lambat kat sekolah semata-mata nak study (ni paling acah). hahaha anyway you guys are precious! (i won't find any best classmates like all of you)

Last but not least ; kepada guru-guru yang mengajar saya & classmates ; TERIMA KASIH BANYAK-BANYAK KERANA MENGAJAR KAMI DENGAN BERSUNGGUH-SUNGGUH WALAUPUN KAMI SELALU BUAT CIKGU KECEWA, MARAH, SEDIH. SAYA HARAP DAPAT BALAS JASA CIKGU DENGAN KEJAYAAN PADA MASA AKAN DATANG.

To teachers I never forget & feel so thankful

Bm : Puan Nazura

Bi : Puan Hasmah

Sejarah : Puan Zaimah

Math: Puan Norhayati

Agama : Ustazah Firdaus

Fizik : Puan Maziyah

Kimia : Puan Siti Rahamah

Akaun : Puan Sarimah

Tasawwur Islam : Ustazah Istiqamah

Addmath : Puah Zahiah

illa liqa'

What I've got this year

Assalamualaikum

At first, I thought when I'm in form 4 everything is going to be fine, relax from study time because I have no huge exam. Can u get me that I'm super tiring when I was in form 3 where we have face PT3 and all those kbat questions that seriously make my head all pop out. I'm feel grateful that I actually in science stream class because my PT3 result is not that good. and theres some people say that you don't deserve to stay at this class if you get C or D for science and math subject. meanwhile there you supposely go - that is my pure result C for those subjects but I'm still be taken to enter to this class?? 

At the beginning of a year, there were new teachers who giving mukadimah in entering science stream class. How we supposely study killer physics, chemistry, addmath subjects... We need to be extra work hard to be in this class. That time I was super noob knowing nothing about a lesson we're going through for a whole year. and I actually in dilemma if I could study those hard subjects as many people said that it is so tough to score A compared to non science class. That actually the differences between science student and non science student. Study hard now and it will be easy to get a job with big salary.. You know what? my ambition is to be a lecturer and that is my target since I was form 1. Then, I found out that this class has an option which we should choose between biology | account. Guess which I choose?

It's account. and why would I choose accounting besides biology meanwhile all my friends in our table take biology except me. So here pro and contra I've make which is important in future ;

Pro 

• account isn't suck to compare to biology
• It still a hard subject but learning a new knowledge is a great thing ! and I love study new things so much <3
• I have never thought to be a doctor guys please I afaird of those needles, medicine and how weird smell of hospital. most important is I can't even see vein and blood because I could barely trembling and cry for no reason. It do happens in my life! Well easy to say that I'm fobia. Biology is not my real career.
• I hate reading facts so much. Theres a lot of weird words to remember and I could not even remembering one. For example ; names of sels [sitoplasma, ribosome, vokuol.. blablabla] and what the funtions of it? nah I don't want to know

Contra 

• It takes time for me to learn new subject so I got 60% for my first account paper.
• There are alien things I don't even know in my life. For example ; we need to write contra on akaun penghutang/pemiutang kalau dia contra dengan akaun induk. I'm still blur in that part.
• learning account does not mean I want to be accountant but still I'll use this knowledge to open my own bakery someday. aaminn :)
• At first I'm so fed up that everytime theres account period, our teacher would give us homework. A lot until I have no much time to settle every homework of it. but now I realised that my teacher actually wants me to understand more about those chapters and make revision so that I'll be easy to do account. Thank you very much, Pn Sarimah :D

The confession ; I started to realise that I'll be SPM candidate by the end of the year. And seeing to my result seriously make me heart attack because MasyaAllah it looks horrible. how would I supposedly change myself. I need to be honest that this year I am a lazy person on earth. I don't really study damn hard because of work kiosk, making assignment kiosk and blablabla. I should go to tuition actually but my mother let me do my own decision because I looked tired all the time I went home. hmm it's my own fault that I could not make my timetable for studying.. and now that was happen to me. got sucks in examination. don't really understand subjects. skipped to school just to do kiosk stuff. get scold by teacher because not entering to class often. so by now on I'll change myself to a better human. I want to get success and make my parents beyond happy with my achievement! Do pray for me in SPM 2017. Aaminn